and the third. plus bloated fourth.
Also the burst to bep-people about the an-like all_neon_like-song rose some reactions. An old friend from an-inet98 was afraid that I was depressed and some guy from the BEP-list itself got fascinated and said "You're a sweetie" and thought I was a girl.
Now this life is daily business, literally, business. It's fascinating but some old friends must think that I'm an asshole as the hard forward pushing Internet-developement is all we get to do together, really. We have our soft-fun (work is hard-, remember) elsewhere. And life. Except that I try to put some if it here but I don't think they see.
Yesterday I got so angry about it that wrote a thing. In Finnish. It's titled "My Life is Up-Side-Down". That's how I felt being home in peace after long day at work alone without sharing it with friends. Work we share a lot, I probably too much, flood it to them even. They share other things too. On the streets and in parties and with friends, like I do too here in Holland - but they can use the net from home too. I can't. Like poor connectivity was ruining my private life. I know I'm really controversial here. I'll mail the burst for some people now.
Oh, btw, before that: there are some new images at the http://an.org/images/new/
Thu Apr 16 18:52:16 EET DST 1998
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So there it went. Seems that I'm writing top down this time, last one
was the other way round. Must be confusing?
And eating we go
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Date: Thu, 16 Apr 98 17:59:53 +0200
From: flatmate-friend
To: this guy writing here
Subject: :still there?
Im gong to the mensa right now -- are you coming .. or are you there
already
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Date: Thu, 16 Apr 1998 18:03:15 +0200 (MET DST)
From: this guy writing here
To: flatmate going to eat already
Subject: Re: :still there?
oops, didn't notice the message, had accidentally changes the window
so it
didn't beep like it usually does.
i come now
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(noticed the time leap?-)
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time to go home.