and the third. plus bloated fourth. Fifth was a good one! Sixth a quick bio-peek..
The butterfly spent the day in the Sun!
Last Evening: It's getting a bit dim already but was a warm experience.
Too bad no food happened so I'm all to tired to work now anymore, really.
Next Afternoon: The beaty_mediators retired from the index. Wonder of anyone got it .. guess not, not so many people even saw it or I don't know.
The day has been of green leaves, flower smell and people in parks. And gray concrete block with computers and us inside. And there the net which something else inside-out.
The friend I asked about sex chromosomes (XX, XY - you know that stuff?) about possible differences in male/female Xs answered and wrote the most interesting things! I'm replying him and perhaps translate some of the essense here later .. it was all so wonderfully post- (ultra-?) gender!
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This week is here now. Silent sounds bubbling out of the box. Moutch chewing candy. All the world so close under these fingers yet so unreachable and all those stereotypes.
I have been neglecting people terribly. Luckily they don't really care. Well one did and saw me today, not much and for different reasons too. And not only people - also the beautiful laptop that got started has staid far away from here and everything. Perhaps I hope it'll be something ready sometimes, although I don't really believe. Who knows.
Yesterday a friend asked, after reading something I'd guess, about dependencies. Like if I'm dependent on myself. She smiled a lot and talked different things first and just sort of slipped that out but hit me anyway. I don't know if my answer was really nothing else than an avoiding manouver.
Date: Thu, 23 Apr 1998 21:37:54 +0300 (EEST) From: <@an.org> To: <@.fi> Subject: Re: riippuvuuksia On Thu, 23 Apr 1998, <> wrote: > normaalin kayttaytymisen ero, joittenkin kasityksen mukaan ma olisin > varmaan erittain riippuvainen bailaamisesta ja ihmisista (=ystavista) (tai (...) > oletko riippuvainen itsestasi? Mielellaan sanoisin en. Usein ajattelen etta noista mita sanoit kylla, ihmisista ja tanssista ja sellaisesta, pyorailystakin vaikka. mutta (pelottava sana, tuo) en tieda. en usko. usein unohdan olemassaoloni jonka tarkoitus toisaalta voisi olla vaikka tehda mina tarpeettomaksi. ~
Now I feel like apologizing but know it doesn't help. Anteeksi.
Week-endy.