why are we judged by our doings, 
not being?
 
I mean last weekend I was totally happy being doing nothing happy by myself kind of me you know? 

Now during the week I'm .. I'm using time to make things .. and not using and not doing .. and more like just hanging around .. which is supposed to make me feel bad and it does but how can .. can I still be, please? 

I have the priviledge. License To Live. 
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thank You.
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it feels like it's time to re-fresh.  i guess it's no secret that it's just a wednesday club where I like to dance. nothing too special, nice people and nice flow of music. rebirth unchanged.  or what was it again? see you whenever