Date: Thu, 28 May 1998 19:24:00 +0300 (EEST)
Subject: Re: clouds in the air.. :)

On Thu, 28 May 1998 soz@leipzig.de wrote:

> nothing to do
>    but still much done

i haven't set my alarm for months now.
i got no obligations.
even less responsibilities.

i've never got this much done in my all life!

> thinking a lot
>    but still no conclusions

and even if there are conclusions, 
they are to change.

it's a process we live in
- keep on thinking if you feel like it!

> tons of ideas
>    but still nothingīs started

there seems to be always so much more ideas than starts, 
not to mention finishings / endings.

i guess that's ok - at least we have choices. then 
when something must get started. if so.

i've been mostly partying for the past 3 weeks and 
that is where all the ideas come from. i'm working on them at the moment
but of course they are somewhere underneath now that i'm here.

(i'm addicted to notes. mental, written and spoken ones)

> dreaming endlessly
>    but no link to the real, straining world

dreams are real.
they happen.

they happen.

real enough, sometimes, at least.
i guess we need to build links?

networking, that, is, my job.

> ... itīs a busy lazy life, a happy lonely world 

:)

and not-busy not-lazy as well.
it is important to be happy alone.

we are individuals.

but life is about enjoying with people.
(also)

like you are about to do with your parents
and the friend! and what i'm doing here.

> Any new flash of inspiration?

there has been all kinds of things, http://an.org/flutter/ streams
sometimes. most is in speech and dreams and experimental being (and in a
book on hand-made paper coloured with paint)

> Plans for the summer?   - What about meeting up in Oulu in the middle of
> August?

Oulu is the place to be!
Would love that.

I'm probably travelling, gee or at least that's one of the so called
plans, through north/eastern europe and germany to geneva in late July for
the http://an.org/inet98/ thing. 

Have been seeing Her (or how do you spell it?) a lot btw, she's great
fun, especially with Him ;)

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