"i don't try to avoid you"

. (@an.org)
Tue, 6 Jan 1998 16:33:57 +0200 (EET)

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- Are you coming home for christmas? When? Why? What will you be doing? For how long? ..He kept asking me.

I couldn't say much but told him it was clear how I missed the people there and of course I would spend the holidays with them.

So when I came he and she left. Suprisingly I am still here now that they're back. They are quiet, don't arrive if they say so, go away if we meet, say nothing about what is, about themselves, that is.

The first thing she said was: "I don't try to avoid you." En min� v�lttele sinua!

- (They have their reasons and in real nothing is like what's written here. It's just my way of getting rid of stupid thoughts as you should know)