freedom
is where
you let
mistakes
fly!
and all the bad sides grown into you get wild
speeding
shame,
was a feeling people had during our stay in
Lapland. after exploding gently, opening up
and being happy. and everyone else enjoyed
it too, in a friendly way, so no shame please.
social hangover, however,
is the purest reality now
being alone at work.
i thought: (in the bus)
mistakes are found in freetime
so that we learn to hide them,
avoid those areas, when taking
responsibility (at work)
is this why we have our clubs?
home then. i haven't, of course,
let any of those visitors who drop
by our place to be in this, really.
(again i'd just feel singing,
erase_and_rewind, hanging_around,
explode_or_implode, untill some-
thing stops me but it's not me,
not these songs, not now, hide)
"i'm glad you came around today
i sure need a good companion
i'm loosing it but you're the same
..
come take me higher
come take me high above our time
"
oh it's a good song of course, it's
just that i'm so happy being /down/
now. it is not a negative thing, pls,
believe me.
"i won't feel like this forever"
"come take this high above our time"
no time is relevant here. <nettime>
is sure important and i'm happy to
carry that book around but not to be
in it. or to raise above any time.
more living an-ti/me. an-y/time.
(she wonders what it's like,
seeing through his eyes)